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Someone I know needs help. He needs love. He is sad, he is sorrowful. He wants somebody to be there with him. He wants others to take care of him. He needs to lean on someone. He is tired of facing the world. He is tired of all this struggle. He needs somebody to love him.

I love him. I want to solve all his troubles. I want him to know that I love him, that I am here for him.

But I don't know how to say it. I dont know how to make him feel better. I don't know how to say that i am there with him, for everything.

This is my biggest exam -- once I clear this -- i will be relieved. I will feel better. Life will seem easier.

(if I could solve all my relationship problems, nobody will be happier than me)

Looking at self as a person

(Also cross posted to Thought Blog

Today, I decided to look at life with me as an individual, and a living and desiring one at that, rather than looking at life as a bunch of things.

Today I decided to love life rather than things.

Today I decided to connect myself with my past, and to better understand myself -- where I am coming from and where I belong.

I suddenly feel happy and living. Suddenly I know what to do -- suddenly I understand what I want -- suddenly confusions reduce, and problems reduce; and especially masochistic tendencies and habits can be identified and toned down.

Suddenly I understand what I must do to make myself happy, and fulfilled.

We must. We must love life and not things. We must love ourself as a living, desiring-to-be-happy individual rather just a non-entity between logically proceeding world and life.

We must look at life with a consideration of people's emotional needs; and structures which were formed to satisfy those needs including social ones such as family, religions, cultures, and economical such as abstract entities (like a company).


However, such outlooks, which focus upon a person's biological and related origins, may make a person oriented excessively towards the self.

We should try -- and try hard, since that might be necessary -- to find ways which fulfil all people towards what they actually want.

(Incomplete)