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This blog is not linked from elsewhere on the site. This is a personal diary, where I will write things I wouldnt usually want to tell others. Based on introspection, they are a result of my struggle to cope up with my huge internal problems. For my worldly picture, look at my website and/or my thought blog and/or my commune blog.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

propriety

This burden of propriety is becoming too high.

Instead of acting predictively (if I do this, will it be proper? what is the most proper behavior at this time), I think it will be better if I act reactively (do a particular thing more consistent with personal happiness; and then monitor the response of other people, and take slight care that other people are also happy with it).

I have been obsessed with predicting, which has been taking much of my mind space -- with the more free reactive behaving mind, I guess I will be more relaxed, thus boding good for spontaineity and clarity.

2 Comments:

  • At 5:25 AM , LeperColony said...

    This entry is somewhat confusing.

     
  • At 6:12 AM , Gaurang said...

    By this I mean that I always try to predict what is the correct behavior for every moment before going into it, leading to a explosion of thought most times.

    Instead of that, I should behave more reactively, like behaving spontaneously, and THEN taking feedback about the action by looking at the audience.

    This approach is more natural and relaxed.

     

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