new relationships

I have now lost ability to form new relationships. I dont know whether I had that earlier. But I believe that I had some of it.

Now I have lost it. I cant make friends with anybody now.

I feel alone and lost.

I cant correlate with people - I am rude - I dont know any manners - I dont know what friends do - I dont know why people become friends - I am totally gone.

My heart tells me, there *must* be some people who are like me. But the mind tells me there are not. I havent seen any body so inferior such as me. Really. This is not a joke. This is not an exaggeration. All the people I have laid my eyes upon in my life, be it in the streets, I havent found a person worser than me.

All people should stop talking to me, and kick me out of society.