going down, down, down, down....
Is this clinical depression?
I cried a lot today in the morning. I dont see any concrete reason, but I know that I was deeply, deeply sad and unhappy.
I dont remember crying so much in recent memory.
I felt worthless and useless for life and the world. I felt that nobody likes me, that I am inferior to all and there is some big problem with me. I felt that I havent found a person who is as worse as me. And I felt frustrated because I was not having been able to do what I wanted, there was some gap between what I wanted to do, and what I was able to do.
I dont know how I was able to get myself up from such a low point an hour or so from then.
I must learn to "like" myself to get myself out of this hole that I am in.
I cried a lot today in the morning. I dont see any concrete reason, but I know that I was deeply, deeply sad and unhappy.
I dont remember crying so much in recent memory.
I felt worthless and useless for life and the world. I felt that nobody likes me, that I am inferior to all and there is some big problem with me. I felt that I havent found a person who is as worse as me. And I felt frustrated because I was not having been able to do what I wanted, there was some gap between what I wanted to do, and what I was able to do.
I dont know how I was able to get myself up from such a low point an hour or so from then.
I must learn to "like" myself to get myself out of this hole that I am in.
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